This is a song I always seem to go back to. I was first introduced to it while listening to my all time favorite program All Songs Considered on NPR. Just listen to the lyrics, it's so painful it made me cry the first 5 times I listened to it. I think it still does that, if I let it.
The reason to me posting this song is hearing about my long lost love, or whatever fancy sounding cliché I should call that mess of a crush that ended up being nothing, got married. And it's not like I still have feelings, that was only for a little while, during a very confused time of my life, but it's so weird finding yourself in that situation where you know there's absolutely no chance left of ever being with that person, whether or not you want to. I guess I'm still confused of my feelings for this particular person. This is a person I pretty much grew up with, so you could say there's a lot of history. But those days are long gone now. And I'm sure our lives are better like this. Everyone has those what if moments sometimes and the more I think of the what if, the happier I am that things are as they are now. Life is too short to be stuck with a person who's not right for you.
Ok what a piece of chick lit this turned out to be. One of those days. Maybe I should do a whole week of heartbreak music.
Jk.
I have my moments though.
Excuse me, princess
x
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